<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6791439403694542436</id><updated>2011-07-08T05:51:32.139-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Ann's Blog</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ithinksoann.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6791439403694542436/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ithinksoann.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Annie</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14059729287089099809</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>17</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6791439403694542436.post-6293491102044145779</id><published>2010-05-03T02:07:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-05-03T02:07:01.594-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Ann's Blog: Ann's Blog</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://thoughtswrite.blogspot.com/2006/10/anns-blog_20.html#links"&gt;Ann's Blog: Ann's Blog&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' 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Blog: Ann&apos;s Blog'/><author><name>Annie</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14059729287089099809</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6791439403694542436.post-3562852350103529272</id><published>2009-10-09T02:43:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-10-09T02:54:32.373-07:00</updated><title type='text'>BHARATHI</title><content type='html'>BHARATHI&lt;br /&gt;Bharathi the daughter of Bharat&lt;br /&gt;The fragile palm of your right hand&lt;br /&gt;Clutched on the window frame rod&lt;br /&gt;Tightly for the fear to be taken off&lt;br /&gt;By the tides that took away with it&lt;br /&gt;Dearest of dears to you and many like you&lt;br /&gt;Father, mother, brother, sister and entire dear&lt;br /&gt;Taken away to make orphans to wail alone&lt;br /&gt;Entire life with tearful memoirs to avail&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We look at your eyes that glow&lt;br /&gt;Hopefully to rear you to be normal&lt;br /&gt;See the furious sea in them raging&lt;br /&gt;With tears and fears wavering filled&lt;br /&gt;What are there to fear my dear when&lt;br /&gt;We are there with you to share and bear?&lt;br /&gt;Hopes and whoops of you reveal real&lt;br /&gt;Like the calmness of sea that ceded&lt;br /&gt;Come to the calmness of your mind&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Accept the fate and recede to believe&lt;br /&gt;Your life that need to be heaved among&lt;br /&gt;Hearts of kindness extended to you&lt;br /&gt;Rely on almighty, He safeguards you&lt;br /&gt;Remember Bharathi, tsunami made a plan&lt;br /&gt;For Bharathi’s sisters and brothers to join&lt;br /&gt;Under the roof of one home of love.&lt;br /&gt;One father and one mother you had&lt;br /&gt;But Tsunami gave you lot of them now&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;God has plans on you to be accomplished&lt;br /&gt;Lot of them as your parents wished&lt;br /&gt;You are to accomplish them bravely&lt;br /&gt;We are to accompany you to move on&lt;br /&gt;You are our dear daughter in love&lt;br /&gt;Catch our hands and hold your hopes&lt;br /&gt;Let us move forward to a brighter world&lt;br /&gt;Let us start, let us move, and let us rove&lt;br /&gt;Relieve and recover from fear and tear to revive &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ANNIE JOSEPH&lt;br /&gt; Inspired by a  photo clipping in Indian Express during the Tsunami disaster in India.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;This I am posting now for Dhanya in reply to her post “Orphaned” in the blog Ruminations&lt;/strong&gt;.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6791439403694542436-3562852350103529272?l=ithinksoann.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ithinksoann.blogspot.com/feeds/3562852350103529272/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6791439403694542436.post-294713655799679970</id><published>2009-10-08T22:42:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-10-08T22:45:32.846-07:00</updated><title type='text'>THE ARCHITECT</title><content type='html'>Mores, images, carvings, monuments&lt;br /&gt;He creates of people great, of things&lt;br /&gt;beautiful and  precious to preserve&lt;br /&gt;Value of it he evaluates himself as own&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Look at them each in perfection&lt;br /&gt;To admire, adore and  possess&lt;br /&gt;Unique to unite people too curious&lt;br /&gt;to identify the architect to admire &lt;br /&gt;Who is he, where from,  enquiries&lt;br /&gt;of fans , to launch vans of vanity&lt;br /&gt; creator of images, envisages images&lt;br /&gt; in brains of world in his own envision&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“As it is viewed it is believed, &lt;br /&gt;As it is believed it is viewed to be”&lt;br /&gt;Two elevations of same design   &lt;br /&gt;Credence on imagination is imperfect&lt;br /&gt;Than belief after better and utter vision&lt;br /&gt;To be preferred or referred as desired&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Go on creating imaginations of designs&lt;br /&gt;Architect the smart to create cavern&lt;br /&gt;Walk a long way to turn back, speculate,&lt;br /&gt;Architectures of mine are vivid to view&lt;br /&gt;Who is my architect? Who am I?&lt;br /&gt;Where am I? Why am I here?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Powerless to imagine own image&lt;br /&gt;Walks back architect in search of origin&lt;br /&gt;Looks at his own creations to resemble&lt;br /&gt;Stumble on the  factor of similitude &lt;br /&gt;Ensemble own image in  creator greatest&lt;br /&gt;Accomplish solace in Creator of creators&lt;br /&gt;His own image in His creations absolutely&lt;br /&gt;To perform perfect as he is just and right&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ANNIE JOSEPH&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6791439403694542436-294713655799679970?l=ithinksoann.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ithinksoann.blogspot.com/feeds/294713655799679970/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6791439403694542436&amp;postID=294713655799679970' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6791439403694542436/posts/default/294713655799679970'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6791439403694542436/posts/default/294713655799679970'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ithinksoann.blogspot.com/2009/10/architect.html' title='THE ARCHITECT'/><author><name>Annie</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14059729287089099809</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6791439403694542436.post-1139547645864825964</id><published>2009-09-16T21:38:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-09-16T21:39:17.328-07:00</updated><title type='text'>SMILE</title><content type='html'>Seasons and persons bring smile&lt;br /&gt;Reason and response turn to smile&lt;br /&gt;The day made me  write this smile&lt;br /&gt;Brainy and brownie smile alike&lt;br /&gt;On a fool’s day that is foolproof&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Pretty is the smile while seen&lt;br /&gt;Jasmine buds in two rows&lt;br /&gt;Like pearls between two petals&lt;br /&gt;Pink or dark and bright of  rose&lt;br /&gt;Happy when human mind erstwhile&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Soak the sorrows while asleep&lt;br /&gt;Smoke of death  is the sorrow&lt;br /&gt;Sprout the smile when awake&lt;br /&gt;Because smile is substance&lt;br /&gt;Lead us to success in life&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Blissful smile  of care on lips fair&lt;br /&gt;Rear them, bear and walk a mile&lt;br /&gt;Child of rude or wild that heir&lt;br /&gt;Nurture its smirk straight within&lt;br /&gt;Splurge the life in smile as one&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If a spark of fire ignite to flame&lt;br /&gt;A sparkling smile lighten the blame&lt;br /&gt;Making  in life a long memory&lt;br /&gt;In mind and kind to carry along&lt;br /&gt;To light the spark of life in time&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Contact causes smile of positive&lt;br /&gt;Confidence is the virtue born&lt;br /&gt;Smile of shy or smile of  fail&lt;br /&gt;Smile of victory or smile in history&lt;br /&gt;A smile changes lives in impact&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A word of soothe is  sole enough&lt;br /&gt;To burn high or blow the glow  to low&lt;br /&gt;Catch up those precious words,  friends&lt;br /&gt;The words of love that ignite act&lt;br /&gt;Striking smile to glisten  lives to life&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A loving word, a soothing concern&lt;br /&gt;Each other a gist of smile gorgeous&lt;br /&gt;Be cautious to share it out&lt;br /&gt;Be cautious  not to blow it out&lt;br /&gt;The smile of delight of you and me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ANNIE JOSEPH&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6791439403694542436-1139547645864825964?l=ithinksoann.blogspot.com' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>10</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6791439403694542436.post-3977483876999329449</id><published>2009-09-16T21:31:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-09-16T21:32:28.105-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6791439403694542436-3977483876999329449?l=ithinksoann.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ithinksoann.blogspot.com/feeds/3977483876999329449/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6791439403694542436&amp;postID=3977483876999329449' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6791439403694542436/posts/default/3977483876999329449'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6791439403694542436/posts/default/3977483876999329449'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ithinksoann.blogspot.com/2009/09/blog-post.html' title=''/><author><name>Annie</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14059729287089099809</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6791439403694542436.post-515814154323383326</id><published>2009-09-08T00:08:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-09-08T00:26:52.456-07:00</updated><title type='text'>A POETIC VILLAGE</title><content type='html'>&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;While posting this , I remember,  poet and politician Late Shri Kadamanitta Ramakrishnan and the lavish sadya in the plantain leaf which he arranged specifically for me and my husband when we visited his place to write this article .&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Pathanamthitta is the spiritual capital of God’s own country. This fast developing Southern district of Kerala with hillocks and valleys is rich in pilgrimage and rural tourism. Small waterfalls like white threads hanging between the huge black rocks are a breath taking scene. River Perumthenaruvi and its banks are gorgeous other than River Pamba, where the pilgrims to Sabarimala have a dip before entering the Ayyappa temple. “Vasthuvidya Gurukulam” a centre for consultancy and training in traditional architecture is another charm of this district.It’s a new ideal village sculptured in the harmony of nature and life and that is the Poetry and Sculpture Village of Kadamanitta. “Hey Traveller, stop for a minute here, tell me, do you recognize this approach?” These are the lines carved at the entrance of the village. It is not a scenic rural village, but a sculptural groove in Kadamanitta, the birthplace of the great Malayalam poet Kadamanitta Ramakrishnan. An idea, a word or an image is expressed as a sort of natural life of the inhabitants of Kadamanitta in his poems “Kadamanittayude Kavithakal” (poems of Kadamanitta). The ‘poet MLA’ as he is popularly known, sculptures the characteristic images of his poems into a village. When poet Kadamanitta Ramakrishnan’s poetry ensembled with the creative talent of Prof. K.P. Soman, the contemporary Delhi based sculptor who teaches sculpturing in various schools and colleges of fine arts and is the visiting professor of the renowned Fine Arts College of Baroda, a separate form of world-class art took shape and the result is the creation of this Poetry and Sculpture Village. Poetry transformed into sculpture testifies that when the talent of both the poet and sculptor come in to effect simultaneously, two forms of art, creations of different origins have become inseparable and intensive alike in a Sculpture Village. Rage, fear, dilemma, sorrow, happiness and serenity of life and its natural existence are the icons. As we step inside, we feel like playing hide and seek inside the hub of a typical civilization and culture. “Yes, it is the original life and nature of Kerala villages as a whole depicted in the form of sculptures” says the poet. The sculpture of Patayani, a ritual art of Kadmanitta village which is a celebration of ten days, depicts the unity and unanimity of the people of Kadamanitta. The approach to inherit poetry is something very new here, that is sculpturing of poetry in a village, as a village, and an open theatre. The anecdotes, a stanza or a verse carved near or on the statues are valuable and thought provoking literature which imparts a first hand knowledge of Kerala culture itself. Once we are in the middle of the sculptures, we will be in a frenzy to decide as to where to stand to photograph them lively with the themes and characters involved in each of the work. Each figure seems to be like the places, people and other inhabitants of earth we perceive in our day to day life as well. The Sculpture of a hen represents his poem “Kozhi” (Hen) where the agony of a cohabitant of man, even a bird, when it separates from its young one advises it ‘your life is your own business, you have to go away from me.’ The most judicious concept of independence is communicated through these verses. “Kurathi” is his poem characterized by the sculpture of a member of the downtrodden caste of Kerala. The ‘Kurathi’ as she is called here, voices the rage and sorrow of her community against their oppression by the upper class people. A youth holding a pen like a glowing torch looks towards the tiled roof of Kadamanitta Higher Secondary School, which is visible from the sculptural village. Perhaps it may be poet’s vision to inspire the youngsters to march forward for an educated life. Thus the sculpture village as a poetic icon is a novel and historic approach imparted as a heritage to the generations to come. These idols must inspire traveller cum travel writers who visit the place to carry with them messages of hope for a better future to the world. Sculpture of mating snakes, crippling children, flying birds, lagging old people etc. add to the naturalistic approach to the art. Travellers to Kerala will be at an irretrievable loss if they miss seeing this sculpture village – a novel and historic assimilation of culture and tradition of this state of India. A visit to the place is worth memorizing in recognition of a precious tribute from the great poet, artist, politician and activist, to the human race. Is poetry blooming in your mind and versed out from your lips as you step out of this village? ••. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Note:&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;This is one of my articles published in a Tourism Magazine. There are several with me like this. Any takers?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6791439403694542436-515814154323383326?l=ithinksoann.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ithinksoann.blogspot.com/feeds/515814154323383326/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6791439403694542436&amp;postID=515814154323383326' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6791439403694542436/posts/default/515814154323383326'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6791439403694542436/posts/default/515814154323383326'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ithinksoann.blogspot.com/2009/09/poetic-village.html' title='A POETIC VILLAGE'/><author><name>Annie</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14059729287089099809</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6791439403694542436.post-1641021593790167365</id><published>2009-09-03T23:26:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-09-03T23:28:54.706-07:00</updated><title type='text'>REPENTANT MEMORY OF AN ONAM</title><content type='html'>Yesterday being ‘Onam ‘ festival day my  loved one was recollecting her childhood days’ onams in Bangalore and Thiruvananthapuram.  Going to local temple with her friends wearing new dress after a lavish bath, playing thiruvathira wearing the bath towel, duppatta etc. as the set mundu , all such stuff  we shared and laughed at ourselves.  Nostalgia  evaded her on the previous day itself and she took off from College on onam day. A three member family, father at Trivandrum, we in Bangalore, she had to celebrate her onam this time by watching two movies , thanks to Asianet and contacting her friends in mobile and internet.  I was busy in office.  We made a small sadya . Payasam I didn’t plan because nobody to take. Pappadam in hurry worry I forgot to fry.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Somewhere in my heart an ache started in the evening when she asked me to narrate the onam celebrations of my childhood.  But I could tell her proudly that my childhood onams and youthful onams were celebrated in the  same way we celebrated your childhood onams.  “Now the case is different for both of us. So let us forget it.” I said . She was not to leave me and wanted to know about my school days, half of which she heard from my cousin of my same age studied in same school.. I narrated the way boys used to play the out door game of  gambling  with cashew nuts instead of cards.  As a child  viewing such games was my hobby. Once I was hit  by the stone indented to hit the cashew nuts in the pit. My forehead got injured.  Blood fell on my yellow silk frock, which was considered to be very costly dress those times. One of the teachers washed my wound and frock and made me sit in the class wearing only underwear covering my chest and back by the jute school bags of  another two students, held by them sitting my both sides. This is when I was in first standard. She wonders and laughs a lot without understanding the circumstances this happened. Those days the upper caste girls were supposed to cover the full part of their body with good dresses whereas under castes were left to their choice to cover or not to cover.  In order to uphold the custom without fail for a couple of hours until the frock is dried in the sun, the teacher made such an adjustment in the case of a 5 year old.  That was the kind of moral support we used to get those times.  Nuns we used to call adding amma with their names. There were pettirikshamma&lt;br /&gt;( Sr. Patricia) , Rotticossamma( still I don’t know her original name), Placeamma&lt;br /&gt;( Sr.Bless/Blaze), Lusiferamma( Sr.Lucina)etc.  Though we got a good education there, they used to reprimand us more severely than other children,  because my maternal uncle was a well known communist activist of EMS’s time. A small stream which was to be crossed on the way to school  looked  like a river for me those days. Me, my siblings and cousins were a group of 10 members from one house to same school.  Grandma used to accompany us from home with a stick in her hand to handle the lazy ones.   She holds our hand and  make each one of  us cross the stream after the paddy fields . She was so keen to save from drenching our dress especially. From there we go our own and she goes back home  to bring break fast for the labours in the field. By evening she comes up to the stream, make us cross the stream and stays in the field until the labours finish the day’s work. As our grandfather died in her youth, grandma became a very strong woman of those times and used to manage all outside works attached to the land and people of the house while her two sons managed the business. Starting days of schooling,  each one  of us were unhappy to leave home . I am the one who was most fuzzy. Fear to cross the stream was my pretext to bunk school when grandma is not free. Eldest cousin brother takes charge of grandma in such occasions and his beatings, I still remember,  with the same stick grandma used. It resembled the way a shepherd take the lambs to graze.    The taste of the very tender paddy inside the bud he plucks and give us on the way is also unforgettable. By the reaping time there will not be paddy on the plants near to the  both sides of the small bunds we used as foot path.  There were no facilities of communication like present time, but interaction was  far open and better.  Now how easy it is? But how  sophisticated it has become?.  Adjust children! Adjust! What else I can tell you.  We also feel suffocated. Dear daughtoo, the single girl child,  when I restrict your freedom as the situation calls for it, I remember the innocent way we used to enjoy the same freedom that I restrict to you now.  I am not protesting,  but protecting you by that,  because I know prevention is better than cure.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thus another onam is over leaving the reminiscences of suffocating repentance. No one is happy as much as they deserve to be happy.  But all are satisfied within the available satisfaction level.  After all and at the least, all are equals on onam day, isn’t it?&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6791439403694542436-1641021593790167365?l=ithinksoann.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ithinksoann.blogspot.com/feeds/1641021593790167365/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6791439403694542436&amp;postID=1641021593790167365' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6791439403694542436/posts/default/1641021593790167365'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6791439403694542436/posts/default/1641021593790167365'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ithinksoann.blogspot.com/2009/09/repentant-memory-of-onam.html' title='REPENTANT MEMORY OF AN ONAM'/><author><name>Annie</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14059729287089099809</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6791439403694542436.post-3555197038042605468</id><published>2009-09-03T03:31:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-09-03T03:34:52.040-07:00</updated><title type='text'>BE  ALIVE</title><content type='html'>Be alive and be lively as we live&lt;br /&gt;God’s gift is our life as he gave&lt;br /&gt;Life is to live, love it and live&lt;br /&gt;Never ruin it for the fear of world&lt;br /&gt;Be alive as we live in it for God&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mother earth and our God the nature&lt;br /&gt;The powerful spirits we rely upon&lt;br /&gt;Rely on us for our edicts of ethics&lt;br /&gt;With their nature of parenthood&lt;br /&gt;Be alive as we live life in earth&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Let us sow, sow the seeds&lt;br /&gt;Of good spirits and fair deeds&lt;br /&gt;Agree with our mother, the Goddess&lt;br /&gt;To keep her happy for us to be worthy&lt;br /&gt;Be alive as we live a life natural&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Worthy be our life worthwhile&lt;br /&gt;Save the lives that fall down&lt;br /&gt;Tumbling, wringing, withering&lt;br /&gt;Wry not on virtues, keep it alive&lt;br /&gt;Be alive as we live for virtues&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Love each other and bother least&lt;br /&gt;Whom we love and why we love&lt;br /&gt;Know the virtues, love them more&lt;br /&gt;For we all love to live in love&lt;br /&gt;Be alive as we live in love&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There is no time , when escalation&lt;br /&gt;Blows out the lights of welfare&lt;br /&gt;Confrontations are irresistible&lt;br /&gt;Respond fairly as we can&lt;br /&gt;Be alive as we live for peace&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wreckage of truthfulness and evasion&lt;br /&gt;Of good deeds, order of the day&lt;br /&gt;Clarity is in questions alone&lt;br /&gt;Answers are dubious in sly&lt;br /&gt;Be alive as we live in control&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Let our life be truthful beacon&lt;br /&gt;Remain lively in truce for justice&lt;br /&gt;Dwell in the spirit of harmony&lt;br /&gt;Live for the spirit of good will&lt;br /&gt;Be alive as we live life truthfully&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ANNIE JOSEPH&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This poem was instantaneous, when I read the news about alarming  suicide rate in Kerala.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6791439403694542436-3555197038042605468?l=ithinksoann.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ithinksoann.blogspot.com/feeds/3555197038042605468/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' 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type='text'>Woes of a Chair</title><content type='html'>WOES OF A CHAIR&lt;br /&gt;I support the plank that bear&lt;br /&gt;Great men  or servants and bureaucrats&lt;br /&gt;To do good or bad sitting on me.&lt;br /&gt;I look like a cloned product,&lt;br /&gt;Alike in the offices and dining rooms&lt;br /&gt;Treat or retreat they do,&lt;br /&gt;Doctor or patient I am needed alike&lt;br /&gt;Sitting on me firmly to do .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am filling the major place of bureaucracy&lt;br /&gt;For them to  sink in me mercilessly&lt;br /&gt; To act like an unmoved mover bitingly&lt;br /&gt;To move the files and people immovable&lt;br /&gt;I am respected if I boss over or break over&lt;br /&gt;Once occupied cannot  be emptied&lt;br /&gt;Bureaucracy  understand my value well&lt;br /&gt;They salute me till retirement&lt;br /&gt;And on emptying they like to forget me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am offered often to the liked&lt;br /&gt;But not to the needy or tired&lt;br /&gt;Not to the wandering on search of me&lt;br /&gt;But to the one who empties the pocket for me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Carrying the giants I am broken often&lt;br /&gt;They exchange me and get woven&lt;br /&gt;To use again in the same mode&lt;br /&gt;They use me for their comfort.&lt;br /&gt;Since my relationship with my master&lt;br /&gt;is not the one that is woven&lt;br /&gt;Never remember me once got up&lt;br /&gt;Until searched to sit again&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My absence is noticed always&lt;br /&gt;I  am pushed and pulled mercilessly&lt;br /&gt;To make space to move around&lt;br /&gt;My presence is neglected otherwise.&lt;br /&gt;Politics played for me is unbearable&lt;br /&gt;Oh! What a paradox my fate is?&lt;br /&gt; ANNIE JOSEPH&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6791439403694542436-7514605773103345185?l=ithinksoann.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ithinksoann.blogspot.com/feeds/7514605773103345185/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6791439403694542436&amp;postID=7514605773103345185' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6791439403694542436/posts/default/7514605773103345185'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6791439403694542436/posts/default/7514605773103345185'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ithinksoann.blogspot.com/2009/07/woes-of-chair.html' title='Woes of a Chair'/><author><name>Annie</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14059729287089099809</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6791439403694542436.post-5331167502636603724</id><published>2009-05-26T03:08:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-05-26T03:15:09.566-07:00</updated><title type='text'>WHY I DON’T SEE</title><content type='html'>&lt;p&gt;WHY I DON’T SEE&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Narrates my friend, dew drops, green  grass,&lt;br /&gt;Rose buds, fragrance, fashion, notion etal&lt;br /&gt;Everything beautiful or dull, beautifully.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;I move in the grass, bushes, snow and crevasses&lt;br /&gt;And all in around and across to feel them&lt;br /&gt; No,  I see no dew, dawn, dusk , dull or pretty&lt;br /&gt;I wish to bring out in duty though.&lt;br /&gt;Not that they hide from me, but that&lt;br /&gt;we play hide and seek, and I search always&lt;br /&gt;my eyes (inner) are not open to see them&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dew don’t come to me to hug me alone&lt;br /&gt;Dawn don’t wake me, if I act asleep fast&lt;br /&gt;As I move, I splitter dews that glitter&lt;br /&gt; I break them, before see or feel its beauty&lt;br /&gt;So I won’t see them ever utter in nature&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My morning pleasure is my need to mend&lt;br /&gt;For a walk on the black road broad to breath&lt;br /&gt;Where sun light can’t reflect rays that rise&lt;br /&gt;Where dew can’t glitter like glass on grass&lt;br /&gt;Where wheels sway long before dawn is on&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bats, rats, cats and cuckoos I search to reach&lt;br /&gt;Where trees , their dwellings are no more&lt;br /&gt;Nocturnal they are and blind I am in mind&lt;br /&gt;Turn off my computer, and turn to woods&lt;br /&gt;Try to open my eyes and look at nature old&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I touch the grass smoothly, dew falls slowly&lt;br /&gt;Slowly that I see it’s full blend and splendor&lt;br /&gt;To narrate dawn, dew and all in its duty&lt;br /&gt;Come out of me as I feel them foremost&lt;br /&gt;Not in animation, but in original in nature.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Inherit the feel of it, to cohorts to come&lt;br /&gt;Be not blind to see  nature to venture into&lt;br /&gt; narrate and relish in ethics ethnic entire&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;To know nature to sense feelings felt&lt;br /&gt;Be sensitive to  take pain to share love of nature&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ANNIE JOSEPH&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6791439403694542436-5331167502636603724?l=ithinksoann.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ithinksoann.blogspot.com/feeds/5331167502636603724/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6791439403694542436&amp;postID=5331167502636603724' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6791439403694542436/posts/default/5331167502636603724'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6791439403694542436/posts/default/5331167502636603724'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ithinksoann.blogspot.com/2009/05/why-i-dont-see.html' title='WHY I DON’T SEE'/><author><name>Annie</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14059729287089099809</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6791439403694542436.post-4367311836845782258</id><published>2009-03-31T04:29:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-03-31T04:36:56.651-07:00</updated><title type='text'>SAINT</title><content type='html'>SAINT&lt;br /&gt;Who is a saint?&lt;br /&gt;Saint is not born&lt;br /&gt;Saint is not selected&lt;br /&gt;Saint is not elected&lt;br /&gt;Saint is not made&lt;br /&gt;Then who is a saint?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I ask God and pray&lt;br /&gt;Make me a saint of yours&lt;br /&gt;God asks me why&lt;br /&gt;I reply with a gleam of shy&lt;br /&gt;Praise, prayers  to me&lt;br /&gt;Devotion, decoration&lt;br /&gt;Memory, merry making&lt;br /&gt;All I like for my sake&lt;br /&gt;Says God to me then&lt;br /&gt;You are a  big ship&lt;br /&gt;Sent to sail through&lt;br /&gt;The sea full of waves&lt;br /&gt;Waves of truth and falsehood&lt;br /&gt;Go and cross the ocean&lt;br /&gt;The ocean of true and false&lt;br /&gt;God says to me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Flag is shown  to start&lt;br /&gt;My sail to cross the ocean&lt;br /&gt;The sail of my life starts&lt;br /&gt;Looking at God’s beacon&lt;br /&gt;The beacon of truth&lt;br /&gt;Calling for a truthful life&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A saint in my mind&lt;br /&gt;Shaped as a  big steam ship that&lt;br /&gt;Sails across the ocean of life&lt;br /&gt; To reach the shore of it&lt;br /&gt;Filling the decks of it&lt;br /&gt;With full of passengers in it&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Who is a saint? Is it&lt;br /&gt;One who lives an enchanting  life&lt;br /&gt;One who lives an enclosed life&lt;br /&gt;One who does miracles&lt;br /&gt;On death after a torturous life&lt;br /&gt;Or the one who lives a truthful life?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;No truth is above&lt;br /&gt;And no life is above&lt;br /&gt;A life that is truthful&lt;br /&gt;No saint is above&lt;br /&gt;And no sainthood is above&lt;br /&gt;A life lived truthfully &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;                                                                                                       ANNIE JOSEPH&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6791439403694542436-4367311836845782258?l=ithinksoann.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ithinksoann.blogspot.com/feeds/4367311836845782258/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6791439403694542436&amp;postID=4367311836845782258' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6791439403694542436/posts/default/4367311836845782258'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6791439403694542436/posts/default/4367311836845782258'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ithinksoann.blogspot.com/2009/03/saint.html' title='SAINT'/><author><name>Annie</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14059729287089099809</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6791439403694542436.post-139051836701660142</id><published>2009-01-29T22:23:00.001-08:00</published><updated>2009-01-29T22:23:59.567-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>GLADIS&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Glad was Gladis immensely&lt;br /&gt;Engaged and exchanged  rings&lt;br /&gt;Stepmother sent her in hurry to&lt;br /&gt; In-laws to bury her own worry&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Withered was she, bothered nobody&lt;br /&gt;Worried  in view but vexed anybody?&lt;br /&gt;Room of groom  stepped in Gladis&lt;br /&gt;All in soul gay and gaiety show&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Talking to trees and watching nature&lt;br /&gt;Gleaming on secrets groom uttered&lt;br /&gt;One and all were good at a glance&lt;br /&gt;Gladly  buttered  all the souls, Gladis&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Aware  was Gladis of the stigma&lt;br /&gt;Sticking  to her life and soul&lt;br /&gt;Sin of another brute to brood in life&lt;br /&gt;Carried in womb to bloom or whither&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Days went on , months moved on&lt;br /&gt;Loving was Gladis to be loved on&lt;br /&gt;For stepmother and mother-in-law&lt;br /&gt;The life in womb was pleasing alike&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Good was Gladis, like her spouse&lt;br /&gt;Mind was holy not the womb in body&lt;br /&gt;Seventh was  month of marriage&lt;br /&gt;Gladis  released womb another&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Holy was the womb born in boon&lt;br /&gt;Bane and pain of it like  a bomb&lt;br /&gt;Revealed from the womb unholy&lt;br /&gt;Gladis borne for her own folly&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Holy to hold, unholy to world&lt;br /&gt;Grew up the younger womb too.&lt;br /&gt;Womanhood  became ready&lt;br /&gt;To bear the motherhood steady&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Husband of Gladis the darling&lt;br /&gt;Father of her daughter known&lt;br /&gt;Unhappy to be drunkard grown&lt;br /&gt;Himself  for the reasons known&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Helpless was Gladis for all in mute&lt;br /&gt;Mistakes were in her basic, strange&lt;br /&gt;Fate to be  benign and unlucky&lt;br /&gt;Gladis malignant  to be defended&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;By nature the true stepfather&lt;br /&gt;Gladis’s hubby  the revengeful&lt;br /&gt;Made the holy young womb&lt;br /&gt;Unholy in her  innocent sleep&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Guiltless and helpless by birth&lt;br /&gt;At the age of twelve to involve&lt;br /&gt;The younger womb born holy&lt;br /&gt;Revealed unholy by birth of a boy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Unholy is the  younger womb in body&lt;br /&gt;Bearing  the sin in soul, not dissolved&lt;br /&gt;Making the act in nuptial unholy&lt;br /&gt;To bear another womb or soul holy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Where is the Baby boy dear?&lt;br /&gt;Knowing not  your father&lt;br /&gt;Your pappa but branded grandpa&lt;br /&gt;Will you know when you grow?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Where is the fault my friends?&lt;br /&gt;Does literacy or illiteracy make difference?&lt;br /&gt;Does morality or immorality  bear the cause?&lt;br /&gt;Which is the route to blot the root?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Let us hope in our hopes of heart&lt;br /&gt;Story will not repeat in family same for&lt;br /&gt;Rendered out from her womb not&lt;br /&gt;Gladis’ daughter another womb&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ANNIE JOSEPH&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6791439403694542436-139051836701660142?l=ithinksoann.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ithinksoann.blogspot.com/feeds/139051836701660142/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6791439403694542436&amp;postID=139051836701660142' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6791439403694542436/posts/default/139051836701660142'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6791439403694542436/posts/default/139051836701660142'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ithinksoann.blogspot.com/2009/01/gladis-glad-was-gladis-immensely.html' title=''/><author><name>Annie</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14059729287089099809</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6791439403694542436.post-7278020728577042376</id><published>2009-01-29T22:16:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2009-01-29T22:19:32.456-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>NESTLE&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Where is  nestle? Where are my birds?&lt;br /&gt;Dreams are cloudy, smiles are dull&lt;br /&gt;Drops of rain are rare, drops of blood shed&lt;br /&gt;How are they wounded, why are they wounded?&lt;br /&gt;Where are they dumped? why are they deserted?&lt;br /&gt;Why are they not flying?&lt;br /&gt;Are the wings  wounded for the ants to move?&lt;br /&gt;Where is  nestle? Where are my birds?&lt;br /&gt;Turned the clouds to rain&lt;br /&gt;Turned the dusk  to darkness&lt;br /&gt;Turned the dreams to lust, to turn&lt;br /&gt;Life of my birds deadly with ruts&lt;br /&gt;Where is  nestle? Where are my birds?&lt;br /&gt;Lonely they feel, lovely they move in thirst,&lt;br /&gt;Lusted by oasis never to reach&lt;br /&gt;My birds fly high to die lulled by pleasures&lt;br /&gt;I lose them for the world unknown,&lt;br /&gt;Where is  nestle for them to dwell?&lt;br /&gt;Where is nestle? Where are my birds?&lt;br /&gt;Heal the wounds for my birds to fly&lt;br /&gt;To flutter their  beautiful wings&lt;br /&gt;To fly and fly, high and high&lt;br /&gt;To search and reach the nestle&lt;br /&gt;To seek  love and pleasure at home&lt;br /&gt;Let me  be their nest and nestle to dwell&lt;br /&gt;For them to seek and sit, safe and secure&lt;br /&gt;To sing the songs of love and peace together&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ANNIE JOSEPH&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6791439403694542436-7278020728577042376?l=ithinksoann.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ithinksoann.blogspot.com/feeds/7278020728577042376/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6791439403694542436&amp;postID=7278020728577042376' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6791439403694542436/posts/default/7278020728577042376'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6791439403694542436/posts/default/7278020728577042376'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ithinksoann.blogspot.com/2009/01/nestle-where-is-nestle-where-are-my.html' title=''/><author><name>Annie</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14059729287089099809</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6791439403694542436.post-3738855194125567377</id><published>2008-11-18T21:40:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2008-11-18T21:41:45.752-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Between Us</title><content type='html'>BETWEEN US&lt;br /&gt;The Distance between us is the disparity in our visions.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am on the road early morning, walking to the nearby church to attend the holy mass.  It is part of my daily routine.  On the way I think of hundreds of matters like the things happening around and comparing them with the past and it’s impact on future.  Developments possible but not occur worries me. At last I pacify myself thinking that I am successful at least to keep up my neutral way of adjusting to circumstances. Today my thoughts went like this.   Does the circumstance form us or we create the circumstances? What is the relationship between my circumstance and me? It is very intimate but for adjustments, I presume.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I enter the church, attend the mass, and walk back home.  Again I start thinking of this and that, but especially the material returns of my prayers, which are not, satisfied by the God I call upon. What is the distance between my God and me even after attending the holy mass after crossing 4 kms. a day multiplied by 365 days and again multiplied by years? Oh my God! sitting in heaven, why such long distances you make me walk to see you and still not in vicinity? I am getting old and tired. Which is the way that I can have an easy access to the Omni Potent? I know if I look for only I can find out a way.  I start searching the easy way.  I see the parallel road and the same beggar everyday walking on it.  I understand that the distance between the beggar walking on the other road and me is not much but never bother to look at his face. I could not see it incidentally also because we are walking on the parallel roads divided by a divider.  But simply I try to assess the distance between us. I observed it just from the views of people like me.  They look up high to see me and look down to see the beggar as I look up to see the God in heaven and look down to see the beggars on earth. But the beggar looks upon all of us like me  look up for God  in heaven.  Though the distance between us is equal, accessibility is unequal. Whomever he begs to is his God or God’s loved ones for the beggar, whereas I search for the heavens to find out the Him who can give me everything I want. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Morning I was returning from the church.  Labors of PWD had started the repair work of the parallel road. I watched the beggar coming opposite to me. Incidentally my eyes met his.  He showed his palm to me for alms.  I had no change with me in the purse kept in my folded palm.  I had to deny even a look of sympathy to him lest he asks again.  He uttered while passing me “ Amma you are coming from the church after seeing your God and begging him to satisfy all your needs and I am approaching you for a bit of kindness from the abundant of it that your God has given you. We both are begging to Him. He gave you more to share with me. My palm stretched to you is the easiest accessible support for you to catch upon the steps to heaven to see  the invisible but  Omni potent. If you can’t recognize me you won’t be able to recognize the God in heaven because your God is the kindness showered upon you. That is not in heaven, but is within you in the cells of your heart.  Unfold your palm take it out in your palm, keep in my palm as alms and look at my face.  There you will see your heaven and I will be the God there, recognized and accepted by you.” Whenever you did this for  one of the least important of those brothers of mine, you did it for me”(Holy Bible, St. Mathew 25:40). Until this happens you will be searching your God, never to find.  The distance between us, as well as you and your God in heaven,  is only of an unfolded palm.” He walked away enabling me to think about the distance formed between us due to the disparity in our visions.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ANNIE JOSEPH&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6791439403694542436-3738855194125567377?l=ithinksoann.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ithinksoann.blogspot.com/feeds/3738855194125567377/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6791439403694542436&amp;postID=3738855194125567377' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6791439403694542436/posts/default/3738855194125567377'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6791439403694542436/posts/default/3738855194125567377'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ithinksoann.blogspot.com/2008/11/between-us.html' title='Between Us'/><author><name>Annie</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14059729287089099809</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6791439403694542436.post-1490367972734773404</id><published>2008-11-18T21:25:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2008-11-18T21:29:08.827-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Whisper</title><content type='html'>A WHISPER FROM WOMB&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mamma, Mamma my dear&lt;br /&gt;Where are you lost in thought?&lt;br /&gt;I know your thoughts and pains&lt;br /&gt;Lose me not in unpleasant thoughts&lt;br /&gt;The deeds that lose me your love&lt;br /&gt;Cherish the pleasant presence of&lt;br /&gt;Good around you in nature present&lt;br /&gt;Look at my shining eyes that twinkle&lt;br /&gt;Like the violet diamond dazzling&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mamma, my mamma once you decided&lt;br /&gt;To bear me from my dad in your womb&lt;br /&gt;Let the gene of be +ve blood pass on to me&lt;br /&gt;As you and me are inseparable by cord and code&lt;br /&gt;The umbilical cord and conduct code&lt;br /&gt;Manifest me to be your life on earth &lt;br /&gt;It is my right to be with you within you&lt;br /&gt;Never try to terminate me out from you&lt;br /&gt;It is our right to live together and love &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Let my roots be stern in your womb as a plant&lt;br /&gt;Strong enough to grow up and support&lt;br /&gt;To be the big tree that shades you from hot sun&lt;br /&gt;Nourish me with your pleasant thoughts&lt;br /&gt;Please me with your hopes for good and pride&lt;br /&gt;Let the good in me come out with me to be&lt;br /&gt;The fair way to know the good in you and me&lt;br /&gt;Look at my rosy lips that bloom to be ready&lt;br /&gt;To kiss the love of me to you and dad too&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Save me and love me to keep up our dignity&lt;br /&gt;The only way to upkeep both of us alive&lt;br /&gt;Be brave and keep up your magnanimity&lt;br /&gt;For the distinction of our entire race&lt;br /&gt;Be not weak in love to me ever &lt;br /&gt;As I want to be your strength for ever&lt;br /&gt;To live our life righteously with Lord&lt;br /&gt;Realizing the righteousness of His deeds in&lt;br /&gt;Values of love and justice that stand&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;                                   ANNIE JOSEPH&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6791439403694542436-1490367972734773404?l=ithinksoann.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ithinksoann.blogspot.com/feeds/1490367972734773404/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6791439403694542436&amp;postID=1490367972734773404' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6791439403694542436/posts/default/1490367972734773404'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6791439403694542436/posts/default/1490367972734773404'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ithinksoann.blogspot.com/2008/11/whisper.html' title='Whisper'/><author><name>Annie</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14059729287089099809</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6791439403694542436.post-8736526326906908172</id><published>2008-10-22T00:19:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-10-22T00:22:53.260-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>RULE OF CHANCES&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chances rule us friends&lt;br /&gt;Don’t rule it out&lt;br /&gt;Chances do not wait&lt;br /&gt;Utilize it before it utilizes you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Caught up in hostage&lt;br /&gt;Russia is striving&lt;br /&gt;A father is wailing in Beslan&lt;br /&gt;Staring at the identification lists&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Listen his wailing murmur&lt;br /&gt;“My son is too young&lt;br /&gt;to utter his identity, since&lt;br /&gt;chance I have to take to know&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are just three&lt;br /&gt;What  do you know dear&lt;br /&gt;What did you tell them&lt;br /&gt;for your father’s identity&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Whether my son  knows&lt;br /&gt;His mother is a Russian&lt;br /&gt;His father is a Chechnyan&lt;br /&gt;And he is both of ours dearest&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If he is alive among them&lt;br /&gt;It is a chance for me&lt;br /&gt;To make him a Russian&lt;br /&gt;Or to make him a Chechnyan&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chechnyans or Russians&lt;br /&gt;Christians or Muslims&lt;br /&gt;Let us realize my brethern&lt;br /&gt;Rule of law we abandoned ruthlessly&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We are taking chances&lt;br /&gt;We have forgotten principle&lt;br /&gt;The principle of natural justice&lt;br /&gt;The great rule giving chances&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We are not knowing friends&lt;br /&gt;We are ruled by chances&lt;br /&gt;We can give or take chances&lt;br /&gt;But not the truth of conscience&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Look at the list displayed&lt;br /&gt;List of dead and alive&lt;br /&gt;Listen the wailing heard&lt;br /&gt;Longing for the chance of luck&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How to know my dear?&lt;br /&gt;Which is the list I have to&lt;br /&gt;Look for your information&lt;br /&gt;List of dead or alive to identify?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Let me wait for it&lt;br /&gt;For my chance to look at you&lt;br /&gt;To decide whether dead or alive&lt;br /&gt;As a Chechnyan or Rusian&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Let us wait for our chance my son&lt;br /&gt;To meet and utilize our chance&lt;br /&gt;The chance for our survival&lt;br /&gt;Before  it  utilizes entire human race.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ANNIE JOSEPH&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6791439403694542436-8736526326906908172?l=ithinksoann.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ithinksoann.blogspot.com/feeds/8736526326906908172/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=6791439403694542436&amp;postID=8736526326906908172' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6791439403694542436/posts/default/8736526326906908172'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6791439403694542436/posts/default/8736526326906908172'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ithinksoann.blogspot.com/2008/10/rule-of-chances-chances-rule-us-friends.html' title=''/><author><name>Annie</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/14059729287089099809</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6791439403694542436.post-7373396583479629653</id><published>2008-10-16T21:45:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-10-16T21:52:11.897-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Ann's Poems</title><content type='html'>PERIL&lt;br /&gt; Perishing visions, vanishing virtues&lt;br /&gt;Weiring woes, hushing hues&lt;br /&gt;Mother earth, we are in peril&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Green turns black, white to red&lt;br /&gt;wait for rain in vain&lt;br /&gt;lust to grow is raw               &lt;br /&gt;yes we are in peril&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Love is in barter, means are insane&lt;br /&gt;ways not in sway no passion&lt;br /&gt;we are in peril of perish&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bucks count everything&lt;br /&gt;while rugs rust the life&lt;br /&gt;survival of the fittest&lt;br /&gt;save the cause of compassion&lt;br /&gt;we exist in peril to survive&lt;div 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